Running on Autopilot

Dooley Noted: 6/27/2016
 
On Saturday, I went on a run with my husband. 
 
In the past, I had not been strong enough to run. 
 
But I backed off on it and focused on building a strength base. 
 
Now, my runs feel much different. 
 
My runs used to be a way to zone out, to ease my mind as my body ran on autopilot. 
 
But my autopilot was a dysfunctional running gait after the first few miles, putting me at risk for injury. 
 
I was trading off my physical health to earn my mental health. 
 
It didn’t seem like a fair trade. 
 
So, I saw a therapist and started to meditate. 
 
I worked out my mental issues outside of my runs. 
 
Then, I built up my strength to sustain my runs. 
 
I stopped zoning out of my body on runs, and I started zoning in. 
 
I felt each breath fill into my abdomen. 
 
I felt my shoulders drop and my body connect to its breath. 
 
I stopped abusing my body to ease my mind. 
 
If you are running on autopilot, consider that your stored patterns may need revisions. 
 
And if you are checking out physically during a run, consider zoning back in to prevent injury. 
 
As always, it’s your call. 
 
– Dr. Kathy Dooley